As I’ve alluded to before, I have anxiety issues. Probably good ‘ol social anxieties. I take 100mg of Setraline (brand name: Zoloft) daily. Have so for well over a decade. But over the last 10 weeks, I’ve only ventured out to be social twice including this holiday weekend. I think I went out 4-5 weeks ago. I think it’s time for a new approach, because only going to work and shopping when I absolutely need to is not healthy when you’re already single.
Unfortunately, I haven’t had the energy to get off the couch. And when I have, I’ve been afraid of socialising because I feel that I’ve become too awkward to do so. And sometimes, both happen at the sametime. I just can’t relax. Shit, when I leave for work in the morning will be the first time I’ve been outside since I drove home from work Friday.
...I’m trying to get my shit together but I think it’s time to ask for help. And it’s not the type of help I want to ask for.
Tired of ranting. I will be asleep by the time this goes live.