Well, after weeks (months?) of working up enough courage to ask a girl in my english class out, it failed. I played the waiting game a little too long and late last week she was asked out by someone else. Someone who looked much better than me and probably is a more stable, better fit for someone like her. So, new goals. Starting monday im going to drop more weight again. Im 230 now but I want to be right around 200. Id like to be there by graduation (June 3rd). Hardest part will be hiding it from my parents. Im just going to pretty much let the depression take away my appetite and drop the pounds like I did about a year ago (when I went from 290 to 230). Im in that state of not caring about anything anymore.