having depression really sucks and I’m having a really bad few days and don’t enjoy anything and have been trying to push off my suicidal thoughts but its really hard and I feel stuck in my emotionally abusive and neglectful home with the narcissists and can’t escape while I’m in college and I hate it here and it makes me hate living. I got better when I was hospitalized for three weeks but am rapidly spiraling now that I’m back in the toxic environment of home.

I don’t know what to do and part of me want’s to give up so that I can escape the pain